Yesterday I couldn't stop crying; for joy. I looked in the mirror and the main tumors in my neck are a 1/4 of the size they used to be. They are fading quickly. I no longer have water on my knees, so I'm pretty sure I can get up and down myself, so that means coffee enemas! Since my Resonance Repatterning session on Thursday, I've lost several pounds of water weight, average 1.5 lbs a day, whereas before I was lucky to lose 1/4lb. I've been sleeping through the night, or when I do get up it's brief, and I can usually go back to sleep again fairly quickly. I am able to do somethings for myself, although I do still tire easily. I can make some foods, run errands (as long as I can park close and not do too much) and have gone on some social outings.I attribute this to doing the M.O.P.A machine the last six months, my Cellect (mineral/vitamin complex) and ME. This is such a switch from a month ago when I couldn't even go to the bathroom on my own. I am so grateful to all the community members that have stepped up to help me get to this point. All the prepared food, time with Triton, help around the house, and support while I was in the hospital. After seven years my body is healing, and healing quickly. Right before my Spirit Junkie Adventure, I met with a wonderful woman named Rainbow Moon; a shaman who took me on a Spiritual Journey. I did a lot of inner work and one of my goals that came out of it is to be healed by the holidays. At this rate, it WILL happen. Once again, the doctors will be at a loss. Also, they say I can never fully heal my heart, but just you wait. 2012 I will be writing my book(s), working a funtastic job, having an amazing social life, and be COMPLETELY HEALTHY!!! So f*ck the naysayers, I'm hear to prove that we can do anything if we put our mind into it. In order to heal, you must heal not only your body, but mind and soul. Today my mentor Gabby Bernstein releases her "Spirit Junkie" book, and I'm planning on going to B&N, picking up a copy, getting a delicious smoothie, grabbing my journal, and sitting outside and enjoying growing my Spirit in the beautiful weather. Then, seeing the wonderful Caroline for some much needed Colonics. I am so grateful for my family, my Triton, the community, my friends and myself. I am grateful for this beautiful life.
Love and Gratitude,